Summer Night Post

Hi! So I need to write this fast cuz I'm supposed to be asleep. Hmm now I don't remember what I was going to write... well here's my update on my life. Today I went to the Doctor and they're going to remove my cancerous lump on my lip. Yep the cancer spot. Maybe it's not cancerous but I think it is. ;)So I've decided since I'll be cured of cancer in a couple weeks I need to die of something else, so I've chosen a brain anyourism(I have no clue how to spell that). Sound good? I'll just be doing the dishes and bam! I'm gone. Pretty dramatic eh? After the Doctor my mom took me to the mall and we shopped at Deseret book and I bought meself a new journal. I also snuck over to Vicky's and got some Candy Baby lotion and Pink body spray. I must like the smell of pink I guess(Pink Sugar from Nordstrom's is the Kathryn smell). Then I came home and decided I wanted to make dinner(I'm getting tired of Mom's mango salsa, whole wheat and cottage cheese every night... so is everyone else). So I cleaned up the kitchen and made salad, beans, baked potatoes and my first ever meatloaf. It was pretty dang good if I say so myself. For dessert I made "Christine's Carmel brownies" (actually it's my recipe, but Christine always made them so the title fits better) and tweaked them around a bit to make them work nicer. Man I can't wait till I have my own kitchen! One of my favorite things to do is light smelly candles and clean the kitchen with happy music and stick something yummy in the oven. Then I watch how everyone's mood magically changes. I don't have much of an influence on things being the youngest in my family, but I like to find ways. Then I went and played the piano forever. I'm trying to boost back my old repertoire this summer. Gosh it's frustrating! Everything has become so sloppy! Well oh! I remembered what I was going to write! Today I received two compliments that made me feel special. My mom said to me "Kathryn you'll make a good wife. You make people happy, you're fun to be around and you have lots of interesting skills." I'm not exactly sure what "interesting skills" means, but it was the first time I've heard my mom say I'd make a good wife so it was kind of neat for me, plus my mom is a dang good wife! Holy smokes! Anyway. I don't think I'd make the worst wife in the world and I can't deny that I want to be one and have a family. If only there were some way I could avoid all the uncomfortableness of dating and suddenly have my own kitchen and family. Wow I'm pretty weird today aren't I? It's probably cuz I don't have cancer anymore. Then tonight Greg was in my room talking(since he got back from his mission and when he's not with his girlfriend, we tend to gather in each other's rooms and talk a bunch. Often times late at night, which may not be good when we're both working in the morning, but it's lots of fun). We had the door open (my room's pretty much in the middle of the hall) and Dad came up the stairs and said something about the dinner I made tonight and how he hoped for more. Then Greg stated the obvious, commonly made observance that Dad has mellowed out a ton. But then he said he thought it was because of me and my influence on Mom and Dad while I was an only child for 2 years. :) That made me feel special too. Anyway this is a pretty warm fuzzied up blog isn't it? Well g'night.